Well I am SO happy this weekend. I would like everyone to say hello to by new baby NAVI. She is SO cute she weights in at around 40 pounds and is PURE white. She also is very very Quiet. Which is alot better than her older sister. ( In case you havent caught on my new baby is my PC ) I am just swimming with happyness. Granted she cost me WAY WAY to much money. But I needed her. My old girl was just not able to keep up with my photoshoping. And to top it off I found out I am getting a bonus. ( Not as much as I wanted ) but what shocked me is that my boss went to bat for me. Hell I was not suppost to get a bonus due to the fact that I was going up against last years PSP numbers and well when you are the number 10 store in the company last year for that month it is kinda hard to have a repeat with nothing coming out. So I will be happy with my little bit of extra cash and get a new monitor. HEHE Navi deserves it. So things are looking up this week. ( NEXT week will suck. I will be another year closer to the grave. ) So stay tooned I will have something new up soon.

Chadwick

P.S. - Bass I need your help this week with one of my pictures. ( To lazy to draw all the rose petals )

I dont know what happened. I was doing so good art was flowing and I was just so happy that it was. Well that was until a while back. A month ago I showed a good friend a picture and well she ripped to to shreads!! ( I know it was the right thing to do ) I see all the problems and well she IS RIGHT!!! Well for some stupid reason I just cant get this mental block out of my head everything is just coming out so crappy. My personal art ( This is the stuff I want to draw for myself and no one else ) is just going down the tubes......sigh........ I want my magic back!!!!!

Well in other news I picked up a cool contract doing some concept art for a movie coming out. Its cool but well I have finished 10 of the 15 pictures they wanted but I am under an NDA for the time so I cant show you the designs. Now granted this really is not what I wanted they want general concept. It cool but I want something I can really sink my teeth into. I want to do FULL concepts from start to finish. Color placement and then well Fucking figure out how the hell my clothing concepts could actually WORK!!! They are just taking general designs. They liked one of my shirt designs and told me to flesh it out more with 4 extra pictures. ( Sign not what I had in mind for Concept )

Well enough of my ranting. I do want to say YEAH for D being home we have all missed her.

P.S. Sam, D, Sterling thought I would let you know I will have a new roomate soon tell you about it on Saturday.

Well I finally broke down yesterday. I went out and Bought Poser 6. I just got sick and Tired of having to arrange the models that I own into something CLOSE to what I wanted. I played around with it for a while yesterday and I have to say DAMN this thing rocks. It takes a little getting used to but the interface is great and you can get poses that are VERY dynamic. I will go back to playing with it. I think I just might try and use the Face creator they include it looks to be very very well done.

Chadwick

I have a friend coming into town from Houston they are trying to get away from the wrath that will soon be Rita. From what I can tell they left houston around 9pm so that should put them into Austin around 4am or So. I do so hope they are safe.

On a side note I did find out Zania sister Zeal is having her 18th Birthday Tomorrow So HAPPY BIRTHADAY!!!! Oh let the porn shopping begin. I am hoping to be able to spend the weekend with Zania and her sister and just hang out. I do want to drag them to La Rouge and see the Rocky horror picture show but we will see how that turns out. The only thing that I do wish was diffrent was me leaving on Sunday to Vegas for a Conference. I now wish that Rita would come though and ground all the planes so that I can spend time with my friends. But hey if it doesnt at least I will get to play the XBOX 360 this upcoming weekend and hopefully get a ton of FREE GAMES!!! Well please if you get this say a prayer for my Friends Zania and Zeal that they make it to austin Safe. I really really hope they make it here ok.

Chadwick

( I am worried Sick )

I have been finding it harder and harder to get motivated lately I keep drawing but nothing is coming out correctly. I have finally decided to stop my quest for Realism in my style. It is making me to slow and well kinda unhappy. I would spend HOURS making sure that my art is Anatomically correct when I really just need to cut loose and say F@#K it. Well the news is it worked. The art is now flowing and I have just completed 5 of my pictures for my "Little Witch" Portfolio. "Little Wizard" is next. I hope to scan them in tommorrow if my friend who for some good awful reason is coming over at 8am. I cry. Well off to the Hot Tub my Friends.